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A Year in Writing: 2014


Raiders of the Deep Caverns -- Homestuck, 6,300 words. Wherein Aradia Megido, intrepid explorer and amateur archaeologist, discovers an abandoned brooding cavern complex and invites her hatefriends Terezi Pyrope and Vriska Serket to assist in the exploration of its wild and dangerous depths. Featuring six pesterlogs, three dialogue-only passages, four third-person limited POV sections, a brief beach interlude, a tenuous framing device, and world-building that flies right over the various protagonists' heads and horns. Written for [archiveofourown.org profile] lyricalIcarus in Ladystuck 2013.
Of Stone and of Sky -- Homestuck, 5,300 words. As the sun plummeted toward the western mountains' waiting teeth, the jagged terrain of the badlands fell away, stone dropping in layers of gray, gold, ochre, down to a vast, barren plain. This was Hammerfall, the cursed place where the gods struck the earth to raise the Anvil. No rain fell. No rivers ran. No life grew. Even the vultures avoided this place, knowing in their bones that it was both holy and inimical. Here the gathered holds of the northwest quarter came, every twenty years, to call the rain. Here they brought life from death. Written for chthonianCrocuta in Ladystuck 2013.
Work in Progress -- Homestuck, 1,275 words. It's hard being a graduate student, trying to write a thesis, create a revolutionary computer program, or prove the existence of dragons while living in a shitty apartment with your two girlfriends. It's hard, but at least your girlfriends understand. Written for [archiveofourown.org profile] scrunch in Ladystuck Treats 2013.
Be the Food of Love -- Homestuck, 2,300 words. Rose attempts to alchemize a violin and deal with her attraction to Kanaya. She gets some help with the first goal; for the other, she's on her own. Cotton Candy Bingo fill.

Fanfiction: 15,175

Original Fiction:


January Total: 15,175



Veritas vos liberabit -- Homestuck, 1,750 words. Wherein Rose Lalonde, up-and-coming author and urban recluse, receives an unexpected telephone call from her friend Dave Strider to discuss a possible new ally in their struggle to unearth and publicize the shadowy danger that is slowly consuming their world. Alpha Timeline Fluff. Cotton Candy Bingo fill.
These bringing with them unknown gods and rites -- Chronicles of Narnia, 925 words. Aravis attempts to honor Zardeenah in Anvard. This proves slightly more complicated than she might wish, particularly when Cor intrudes. Cotton Candy Bingo fill.
Playing Politics -- Chronicles of Narnia, 725 words. Aravis and Cor discuss his choice of negotiation strategies. In bed. *grin* Cotton Candy Bingo fill. [prompt!fic for [personal profile] rthstewart]
The mind is its own place, and in itself -- Homestuck, 1,275 words. Here's the thing: nobody ever deserves happiness. There isn't any law laying out what crimes merit the permanent loss of happiness as a punishment, or what penance must be done in order to regain the ability to smile and laugh and enjoy your life. Sometimes you think the world would be easier to accept if there were such a law. Background Terezi/Karkat/Dave. Cotton Candy Bingo fill. [prompt!fic for [personal profile] askerian]
The Transient and the Eternal: Giving up -- Angel Sanctuary, 2,500 words. Alexiel and Lucifer flee Atziluth.
untitled: Lune and Elwen visit Cair Paravel -- Chronicles of Narnia, 150 words. One story I didn't write for [personal profile] snacky last summer in the 2013 Narnia Fic Exchange. Fragment.
untitled: Susan prepares to visit the Lone Isles -- Chronicles of Narnia, 600 words. Another story I didn't write for [personal profile] snacky. Fragment.
untitled: aftermath of LWW -- Fandom, 300 words. And a third story I didn't write for [personal profile] snacky. Fragment.
In Spite of Time, and Death, and the Space Between the Stars -- Homestuck, 950 words. Jade English calls her little brother one week before his birthday. Alpha Timeline Fluff, though this fic is much more depressing than fluffy. [15-minute fic]

Fanfiction: 9,175

Original Fiction:


February Total: 9,175



Musings on Impractical Phylogeny -- Star Trek: AOS, 200 words. Nyota and Gaila talk about species diversity. In bed. [15-minute fic]
Shelter from the Storm -- Star Trek: AOS, 1,350 words. Gaila doesn't believe in no-win scenarios. Gaila & Uhura. Cotton Candy Bingo fill.
Some Company Would Be Nice -- Homestuck, 1,350 words. Rose Lalonde meets Dave Strider for the first time on a college tour. They're not emotionally well equipped to have a touching, heartfelt reunion, but that's okay. They wouldn't be comfortable with that kind of thing anyway. Alpha Timeline Fluff. Cotton Candy Bingo fill. [15-minute fic]
Giant Robot Mayhem Doesn't Happen in a Day -- Homestuck, 5,250 words. In which Jade Harley approaches Dirk Strider with a proposal for a secret mecha construction project, because giant robots are awesome, good science and engineering partners are hard to find, and they need to do SOMETHING with their lives after the game. Written for [archiveofourown.org profile] ratherrumpus in Jadefest 2014.
Linnaeus Never Had a Robot -- Homestuck, 850 words. When attempting to classify monstrous megafauna, it's helpful to mechanize the specimen collection process. Written for [archiveofourown.org profile] ratherrumpus in Jadefest 2014 Treats.
If Kaiju, Therefore Mecha -- Homestuck, 525 words. If your life isn't already enough like a shonen anime, just add kaiju and mecha. Written for [archiveofourown.org profile] ratherrumpus in Jadefest 2014 Treats.

Fanfiction: 9,525

Original Fiction:


March Total: 9,525



Sense and Sensitivity -- Harry Potter, 700 words. Harry doesn't know if he's ticklish. Ginny thinks this is a crime. Cotton Candy Bingo fill.
On Totems -- Inception, 100 words. Why does a forger need a totem?
We Hold On -- Chronicles of Narnia, 1,100 words. Old Narnia went into hiding, but there are more places to hide than the wilderness. The hardest secrets to find are the ones in plain sight. [15-minute fic]
The nerves in patterns on a screen -- Homestuck, 3,225 words. Aradia and Sollux have been borderline non-platonic friends for a while, but neither has had the courage to take that last step and ask if the other is also feeling pale. Then Aradia has a run-in with her neighbor's robots and ends up with a psionic burnout headache at the most inconvenient time. Cotton Candy Bingo fill.
Skies of Summer -- Inception, 1,875 words. Ariadne knows she can build a dream; she folded Paris on top of itself, after all. But translating that first success into a reliable skill is a little trickier than she expected. Ariadne & Arthur friendship. Cotton Candy Bingo fill.

Fanfiction: 7,000

Original Fiction:


April Total: 7,000



In the Absence of Sun (The Grief Inside Your Bones) -- BtVS/Angel, 5,175 words. Buffy goes to LA after Angel's private little war. Faith trails her like a dark mirror, chasing her own demons and debts. Neither expects to run into Wesley. Explicit sex. Written for [archiveofourown.org profile] templemarker in Remix Redux 11.
Sword and Stake (Hath Yet Her Honor and Her Toil) -- BtVS/Chronicles of Narnia, 625 words. The new Council hires Lucy Pevensie to train novice Watchers. Dawn enrolls in her class. Written for [personal profile] rthstewart in Remix Madness 2014.
As Though To Breathe Were Life -- Chronicles of Narnia/BtVS, 1,700 words. Lucy kills her first vampire at thirteen. A Council representative turns up the next day. Prequel to Sword and Stake (Hath Yet Her Honor and Her Toil). [gift!fic for [personal profile] rthstewart]

Fanfiction: 7,500

Original Fiction:


May Total: 7,500



Untimely Ripped -- Homestuck, 10,775 words. Most spellbooks are bullshit. Everyone knows this. But they're made of words and you need words to fill the hole in the center of your mind, so you flick through this one at the same mechanical pace you read a cheesy romance yesterday and plan to read a stupidly anachronistic spy thriller tomorrow. The clock on the living room wall ticks rhythmically above your head. Outside, light November rain mists down on the fallen leaves and dormant grass. Damara's cat watches you disdainfully from the mantel. You turn another page. And then a spell title jumps out at you: For the Restoration of Life After Untimely Death. Aradia & Damara, aftermath of suicide. [kinkmeme prompt!fic]
That darkened over coming years -- Chronicles of Narnia, 1,550 words. In the days following Axartha Tarkaan's death, Zardis Tarkheena raises cautions about Shezan's courtship of Ilgamuth. [15-minute fic]

Fanfiction: 12,325

Original Fiction:


June Total: 12,325



To the Lees -- Homestuck, 625 words. The way to a man's heart is through his stomach. Jade/Dave, Alpha Timeline Fluff. [15-minute fic]
In Song and Story -- Chronicles of Narnia, 1,700 words. Edmund wants to establish a Narnian newspaper, to further the cause of truth and check the spread of lies and embarrassing songs vicious slander. Nobody else seems to understand the depth of his conviction.
The stream of everything that runs away -- Homestuck, 2,700 words. In Dave's defense, he really, truly, honest to god, cross my heart, do I look like a liar to you, thought Jade and Rose had locked the super-fancy teleportalizicator console already -- set it to track baby alterna-Rose and her cat and nothing else -- and so it wouldn't matter if he twirled the dials and pushed the levers and sat on the big fuckoff green button. Especially since he wasn't anywhere near the zappy ray bits. Apparently accidental time travel is still a thing. Dave & Dirk, Alpha Timeline Fluff. [kinkmeme prompt!fic; gift!fic for [personal profile] askerian]

Fanfiction: 5,025

Original Fiction:


July Total: 5,025



All on a Summer's Day -- Star Trek: AOS, 1,975 words. Nyota Uhura, Christine Chapel, Hikaru Sulu, and Gaila -- the Not-Quite-Senior Officers of the Enterprise, minus the two disqualified for being underage and/or crazy -- gather for their weekly game and gossip session. This week's mission is Hearts. Cotton Candy Bingo fill. [prompt!fic for vehrec]
A Medley of Extemporanea -- Homestuck, 875 words. Dave and Rose meet in person at the start of the doomed timeline. [15-minute fic]
The Time-Traveler's Kismesis: Counterthesis -- Homestuck, 850 words. Shortly after the Dolorosa flees the brooding caverns with the Signless, she meets the Demoness for the second time... at least from her perspective. [15-minute fic]
Excelsior -- Homestuck, 375 words. It's hard, having an egg for a lusus. But Terezi has no regrets. [15-minute fic]
For Science! -- Homestuck, 550 words. Jade is a scientist deploying an experimental satellite around a neutron star. Karkat and Dave are the pilots of the ship she hires as transport. Together, they... don't actually have sex on-screen, but you know where I'm going with this. ;-) [15-minute fic; gift!fic for [personal profile] askerian]
Come Close to Your Own World -- Chronicles of Narnia, 4,375 words. The Pevensies can only take one child with them to America. Mary is the logical choice -- she's the eldest, and the only one who has any interest in Father's work -- but she's not sure that's a good idea. (Part of the As the Morning and the Night genderswap AU) Cotton Candy Bingo fill. [prompt!fic for [tumblr.com profile] asphodelimago]

Fanfiction: 9,000

Original Fiction:

The Coming of the Queen -- Sunbright and Shadowfall, 325 words. No one knows what lies beyond the gate that brought the Shining Ones, only that they are not of this world. [15-minute fic]

Original Fiction: 325

August Total: 9,325



They Do Not Always Like It -- Chronicles of Narnia, 250 words. Who ever heard of a witch that really died? [15-minute fic]
Who You Are in the Dark -- Homestuck, 425 words. It's not safe to meet in person, to make these tiny, transient bubbles of illusory comfort. It's not safe, and it can't last. Rose/Jade/Dave, Alpha Timeline Fluff... for certain idiosyncratic values of fluff, anyway. [15-minute fic]
The Vastness of the Sky -- Chronicles of Narnia, 8,250 words. Digory Kirke invites Polly Plummer to watch the 1912 Oxford and Cambridge Boat Race with him, hoping to catch up with his oldest friend. But lives once touched by magic never return altogether to normal, and when both crews sink in adverse weather, Digory and Polly stumble into a strange new world in search of a missing rower. Written for [archiveofourown.org profile] FiKate in the Narnia Fic Exchange 2014.
Bitter Work -- Chronicles of Narnia, 2,075 words. Things always work according to their nature. If any Narnian, unbidden, had stolen an apple and planted it here to protect Narnia... Peridan, Tumnus, and the rest of the privy council consider their options post-LWW. Written for [archiveofourown.org profile] cofax in the Narnia Fic Exchange 2014.
As through a Glass, with Joy -- Chronicles of Narnia, 325 words. When the Dawn Treader turned and began rowing west, Caspian thought he would never recover from the piercing sweetness of the uttermost East. [15-minute fic]

Fanfiction: 11,325

Original Fiction:

Paved with Love -- Sunbright and Shadowfall, 600 words. A moment from Shadowfall's childhood, before things went horribly wrong. [15-minute fic]
Migration of Souls -- Firsthome, 300 words. Ekanu rides the wind, but not as a leaf. She is a bird, and will always return to her home. [15-minute fic]

Original Fiction: 900

September Total: 12,225



Start of Line -- Chronicles of Narnia, 2,550 words. Lucy looks around, wondering what makes the Professor's workshop so dangerous. At first glance, she can't see anything special: just a bunch of computers on a rack and a half-dozen monitors scattered about to no apparent plan, each surrounded by drifts of notepaper and graph paper. But then one monitor switches from its screensaver -- snow falling onto pine trees -- to a black screen with a single line of text. Lucy steps closer, curious. <Hello?> the computer says again. The cursor blinks in silent invitation. Alternate universe, Tron fusion. Written for [archiveofourown.org profile] songsmith in NFE Madness 2014.
How the Skeleton Aches -- Chronicles of Narnia, 1,100 words. Two days after Polly returned from Germany, she appeared at Digory's doorstep with no prior warning. Written for [archiveofourown.org profile] rthstewart, [archiveofourown.org profile] Heliopause, [archiveofourown.org profile] FiKate, [archiveofourown.org profile] redsnake05, and [archiveofourown.org profile] Moriwen in NFE Madness 2014.
A boat, beneath a sunny sky -- Chronicles of Narnia, 1,025 words. At the Lake of Mezreel, Lasaraleen distracts Aravis from her father's impending remarriage. Written for [archiveofourown.org profile] rthstewart in NFE Madness 2014.
The Whole of the Law -- Homestuck, 400 words. The cult of the Signless Sufferer has no clergy and no rites, only one rule. Latula Pyrope is five sweeps old when she first learns it. [15-minute fic]
A Problem Like Ginevra -- Harry Potter, 2,125 words. One week after Dumbledore is removed as Headmaster, Minerva McGonagall, Pomona Sprout, and Rolanda Hooch take an evening off to escape the pressure of their jobs, but end up bringing their worries with them. Sidestory, set during chapter 12 of Secrets.
Contact for Proof -- Homestuck, 3,075 words. Dear Ms. Lalonde, my name is Jane and I met your daughter online last month... An epistolary Alpha Timeline Fluff installment. [kinkmeme prompt!fic]
Tooth and Claw -- Homestuck/Black Jewels, 750 words. The Dea al Mon are known as peerless knife-fighters. But all skills must be trained. Rose and her mother, in a Homestuck/Black Jewels fusion AU. [15-minute fic]

Prompt Fics:
lost in translation -- Homestuck, 50 words. Dave/Jade angst. [prompt!fic for [tumblr.com profile] missgvc]
picnic at 20,000 feet -- Homestuck, 125 words. Rose and Sollux, on a plane. [prompt!fic for [tumblr.com profile] bramblemouth]
Poor Communication -- Vorkosigan Saga/Welcome to Night Vale, 250 words. Miles Vorkosigan has a disagreement with the Faceless Old Woman Who Lives in Your House. [prompt!fic for sablin27]
A Likely Story -- Naruto, 275 words. Naruto and Sasuke conspire together, to Yukiko's secret amusement. [prompt!fic for wistfulmemory]
High Wire -- MCU/Leverage, 425 words. Natasha meets Parker -- AKA, a spy, a thief, and a job proposal. [prompt!fic for sablin27]
Inconvenient Truths -- Merlin/Chronicles of Narnia, 200 words. Susan explains the limits of Arthur's diplomatic immunity. [prompt!fic for [personal profile] rthstewart]
The Taste of Madeleines -- Harry Potter, 350 words. Luna and Ginny discuss the qualities of Wrackspurt-repellent shampoo. [prompt!fic for [personal profile] rthstewart]
Perchance To Dream -- Inception, 350 words. Arthur lends Ariadne one of his favorite books. [prompt!fic for hungrytiger11]
Going Native -- BtVS, 150 words. Giles gives up on keeping the Scoobies from eating and drinking in the library. [prompt!fic for [personal profile] rthstewart]
The Test of Good Manners -- Star Trek: AOS, 425 words. Sarek and Amanda endure a frustrating diplomatic conference. [prompt!fic for rosaxx50]
This Is Not an After-Action Review -- MCU/Leverage, 375 words. Natasha and Parker deal with Tony and JARVIS in the aftermath of their attempt to break into Stark Tower. [prompt!fic for wistfulmemory]
Rattle the Cage -- MCU/Star Trek: AOS, 800 words. Natasha finds Gaila imprisoned in a HYDRA lab. Her cover doesn't last very long after that. [prompt!fic for [tumblr.com profile] geiszlerandgaila]
Small Favors -- Naruto, 450 words. Kakashi asks Yukiko's help with his plans to alter the harvest festival fireworks. [prompt!fic for wistfulmemory]
Hnaflbaflwhiflsnifltafl -- Chronicles of Narnia/Discworld, 275 words. Edmund Pevensie and Lord Vetinari test each other's playing skills. [prompt!fic for priscipixie]

Fanfiction: 15,525

Original Fiction:

A Dream of Snow -- Intarre, 300 words. Tabitha Redding mindwalks for the first time. Naturally she chooses her twin as her target. [15-minute fic]

Original Fiction: 300

October Total: 15,825



A Single Step -- Homestuck, 675 words. Jade can make things be fine on her own. She can! But sometimes it gets hard. Injury, isolation, and depression. [15-minute fic]
Have Lighted Fools the Way -- Homestuck, 1,050 words. The day after Untimely Ripped, Aradia's absence from school doesn't go unnoticed. Sollux & Terezi, discussion of suicide. [15-minute fic]

Fanfiction: 1,725

Original Fiction:

Penance -- Sunbright and Shadowfall, 350 words. The sleeping city is empty now, but Shadowfall cannot take that final step beyond the thorns. [15-minute fic]
The Scent of Onions -- Sunbright and Shadowfall, 350 words. Four days after Shadowfall's parents were executed, her aunt Greenleaf cut her finger while chopping onions. Her blood was silver. [15-minute fic]
The Edge of the Knife -- Firsthome, 575 words. Svedanya sin Alar and Tallo Nashialle face a disruption to their attempt at a private life after the Three-Day Revolution. [15-minute fic]

Original Fiction: 1,275

November Total: 3,000



Happily Ever After Requires Negotiation -- An Ash-Blonde Witch, 2,125 words. Elections are coming around again, and the Neo-Radicals want Sophie and Dorcas to make a public gesture in support of their ideals. Sophie, meanwhile, is more interested in whether Dorcas likes her, and Dorcas will never pass up a chance to make a bargain. Written for [archiveofourown.org profile] theblueescapist in Yuletide 2014.
The Starlady and Her Shadow: A Folktale of Avaric -- The Darkangel Trilogy, 1,125 words. This is a tale told on the plains of Avaric, in the dark before the dawn when Oceanus wanes and only stars shine faint in deepest heaven. For though the stars see all, they keep their silence and carry no rumors to the jealous Powers of the world. Written for [archiveofourown.org profile] Aishuu in Yuletide Madness 2014.
Of All Possible Worlds... -- Chronicles of Narnia/Vorkosigan Saga, 325 words. In which the Lady Cordelia Naismith Vorkosigan greets her friend, Queen Lucy Pevensie of Narnia, upon the latter's visit to Barrayar. [prompt!fic for joyeuce01]
Four by Four, chapter 3 -- Homestuck, 3,800 words. Wherein the beta kids have an agreement to form a sedoretu once they're old enough, as told in a series of standalone pesterlogs. Part 3 - Interludes. [kinkmeme prompt!fic]
That Perches in the Soul -- The Darkangel Trilogy, 225 words. Hope is the thing with feathers. Erin and Aeriel, post-canon. [15-minute fic]
Worth It, After All -- Homestuck, 1,575 words. In the woods near Rose's house, Dave braids Jade's hair and helps her avoid talking about John's refusal to join their rebellion against the Condesce. Alpha Timeline Fluff, implied Dave/Jade/Rose. [15-minute fic]

Fanfiction: 9,175

Original Fiction:

Wash Us Clean -- Firsthome, 350 words. Ekanu spends the summer on the shores of the Inner Sea in Nivenos. [15-minute fic]

Original Fiction: 350

December Total: 9,525


2014 Fanfiction: 112,475
2014 Original: 3,150
2014 Total: 115,625



As always, I count word by posting date rather than writing date, which can give somewhat misleading results if you are trying to track my periods of greatest productivity. I count "Trollstuck: Make Her Pay" only by completed chapters rather than section-by-section, which means there are a couple pieces of chapter 10 that are not officially in this analysis even though I did technically post them in 2014.

This year is the first since 2009 that I wrote fewer than 120,000 words. That annoys me, especially since I only barely reached that goal last year. You'd think being unemployed would give me more time for writing, but in practice what it does is suck away all my motivation. *sigh* Well, hopefully that will change in 2015.

I signed up for four fic challenges/exchanges this year: Remix Redux, Narnia Fic Exchange, Yuletide, and Ladystuck. I completed Remix Redux, NFE (plus a pinch hit!), and Yuletide. My Ladystuck fic is not due for another week and a half. (I did, however, finish last year's Ladystuck fic, plus a pinch hit and a treat last January, so I trust I will manage at least the basic assignment again this January.) I also finished my first Cotton Candy Bingo card, two years late, and had fun with a little prompt request meme of my own in October.

I don't think there was any particular theme to my year, nor did I discover any new and fascinating fandoms to write in. I did manage to write a bit of original fiction! It's not nearly as much as I would have preferred, but something is better than nothing, and snippets can be a useful first step in reviving dormant stories of greater length.

Did you write more than you thought you would this year, less, or about what you'd predicted?
---Much less, alas! *shakes fist at the uncaring universe that stole my stable job*

What pairing/genre/fandom did you write that you would never have predicted last year?
---None, really? Well, perhaps finishing "A Problem Like Ginevra," which I firmly expected to remain a fragment. Various other prompt responses and assignments took unforeseen turns, but at this point I would be more surprised if prompts and assignments went exactly as planned, so I wouldn't call that unpredicted.

Did you take any writing risks this year?
---Well, I wrote actualfax porn for my remix. That was a bit risky, since I am so rarely actively interested in writing sex, and given that remix exchanges have hard deadlines...

I guess writing a story centered around suicide and resurrection ("Untimely Ripped") was also risky, particularly since my own periodic depression has never included suicidal ideation as a symptom. I mean, when I was in junior school and high school I used to joke that I could never commit suicide until I was X number of years old so I could do Random Activity first (the specifics varied), which got me some concerned conversations with teachers, but that was more of a... I dunno... way of dealing with the fact that I had no idea whatsoever what I was going to do with my life once I was out of formal schooling, because my only 'passion' was writing and I was pretty sure I couldn't make a living at that, plus nobody ever tells you what to study in order to get a nice, soulless office job that won't take up too much of your attention. I have felt very gray sometimes, but never to the point where I thought I wouldn't find my connection to the rest of the world again, or thought dying would in any way be better. Anyway, that nervousness about subject matter was the main reason I wrote "Untimely Ripped" anonymously until I had the whole thing finished and edited. I didn't want my name attached to it in case I screwed up somewhere in the middle.

Do you have any fanfic or original fic goals for the New Year?
---Write more of everything! Also, finish "Trollstuck: Make Her Pay," and then write at least five new chapters of "The Guardian in Spite of Herself."

Favorite story -- not the most popular, but the one that makes you happiest:
---Hmm. I think either "Untimely Ripped," "Of Stone and of Sky," or "The Vastness of the Sky." The first I love because it's all about sisters and depression and situations with no good solutions. The latter two are more for the world-building and the sense of empty space. There's a sort of freedom inherent in the physical environment of both stories that is very appealing to me... and I also like what I managed to do with interpersonal relationships, of course.

Best story:
---Probably "The Vastness of the Sky." It's well constructed, it has things to say about the longing for adventure balanced against the longing for home, it gives Digory and Polly a day in the sun as young adults, and it does the thing Lewis himself does in canon, which is sketch just enough of a world and culture to leave readers wanting more.

Most underappreciated by the universe:
---Perhaps "In the Absence of Sun (The Grief Inside Your Bones)," though I wouldn't say it had a bad reception. Just, I was expecting slightly more interest, given fandom's general predilection for porn. My Yuletide assignment has also gone largely ignored, though in that case it's only to be expected since it's for a canon so obscure that I think I've written the only extant story in the fandom. *wry*

Most "Holy crap, that's wrong, even for you" story:
---Oddly enough, I don't think I wrote a fic of that type this year. I suppose "They Do Not Always Like It" comes closest, for being a horror story of the creeping unease variety.

Sexiest story:
---"In the Absence of Sun (The Grief Inside Your Bones)," of course. Explicit threesome porn is hard to top, considering how little porn I write, though "Playing Politics" makes a reasonable bid despite its fade-to-black ending.

Hardest story to write:
---Freaking "Four by Four" chapter 3, which I have been working on for over two years. *headdesk* But I defeated it in the end! Also "Come Close to Your Own World," which snarled up my brain for ages and made it very tricky to write anything else while it was being recalcitrant.

Easiest story to write:
---Pick any of the tiny prompt!fics from October. They were all tossed off very quickly without great agonizing on my part.

Most fun to write:
---"Work in Progress" was pretty fun to write, but I think "Giant Robot Mayhem Doesn't Happen in a Day" wins this category. I love writing chatlogs, and really, how can a story about teenagers building giant robots mostly for the heck of it fail to be awesome? :-)

Most disappointing:
---"Trollstuck: Make Her Pay," for not being finished yet! *beats head against table*

Story that shifted my own perceptions of the characters:
---None, really? Well, I wrote "The Whole of the Law" as an attempt to reconcile Latula with what we know of Redglare, but I'm not sure that was a shift in ideas so much as an uncovering and refinement of ones I already held.

Story with the single sweetest moment:
---Oh, I don't know. The vast majority of my work is about emotional connection in one form or another. It's hard for me to judge which incident is sweetest... particularly since they often come accompanied by background angst.

Biggest surprise:
---Hmm. Writing Digory and Polly, I guess. They have never been my favorite Narnia characters and I'd never thought much about what they did between MN and LWW, but my other NFE fic attempt wasn't working so I wrote them an adventure/exploration story which ended up being one of my favorites fics of the year. And then, having established Polly as a journalist, I wrote another fic about them, this one set during the 1930s, which is an era not much touched upon in Narnia fanfiction but full of interesting implications for people who've seen the death of an entire world.

Most revealing story:
---"The Mind Is Its Own Place, and in Itself" is kind of a case study on my own experience of depression. "Untimely Ripped" also dips into that territory, as do several other fics. Come to think of it, I wrote a fair bit about depression and angst and missed connections this year, which suggests that I was not having a great time. This is probably true. I am not always the greatest at self-reflection, but I am fairly sure that uncertainty over the fate of my job, and then six months of unemployment, have not been good for my mental and emotional outlook, despite some bright spots like returning (however tenuously) to college.

Here's hoping 2015 will be kinder. :-)


And that is that for the year.

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